everyone is helium

beauty__is @ 2007-04-03T22:09:00

2007-04-04T05:30:49Z

i feel like i'm seventeen going on forty.
it's kind of pathetic and it makes want to kick myself.
but it's easier this way.

i spend half my time doing homework.
the other half grocery shopping and napping with gerry.

fridays i drink my glass of wine and watch america's funniest home videos with the boyfriend. saturdays i clean my house and bake cookies. i used to be doing lines off bathroom counters and killing bottles, but now i bake fucking cookies on my saturday nights.

i've quit smoking cigarettes and i haven't even considered going to a party in months. the sad part is i haven't kept in touch with any of my friends and i've practically forgotten how to be social.

oh but i did finally pass my permit test.
and i'll be eighteen in june, which is when i'll be doing three things:

1. getting all my half-assed tattoos fixed and finished
2. buying my very own lotto ticket
3. buying porno, really just because i can

beauty__is @ 2006-10-25T17:32:00

2006-10-26T00:36:36Z

its been awhile since i logged onto livejournal.
i had actually forgotten my password.

the internet is boring.
and not using it is making my life less dramatic.
and living under a rock has made life less dramatic too.

fuck man i got nothing say.

beauty__is @ 2006-07-28T15:32:00

2006-07-28T22:33:34Z

I DROVE TO MARTINEZ AND ON THE FREEWAY TODAY!
and shuddup, i know i'm seventeen and this should've happened ages ago.

beauty__is @ 2006-07-19T15:44:00

2006-07-19T22:44:35Z

beauty__is @ 2006-07-19T15:43:00

2006-07-19T22:43:49Z

so i actually like my job.
and i get my first paycheck on frrrriday!

beauty__is @ 2006-06-30T15:32:00

2006-06-30T22:33:56Z

i don't wanna go to work & its only my first day.

beauty__is @ 2006-06-21T13:42:00

2006-06-21T20:43:55Z

oh yeah. i cut my hair.

beauty__is @ 2006-06-20T12:48:00

2006-06-20T19:50:18Z

i look thrilled.

apparently i can cut hair drunk.

beauty__is @ 2006-05-14T18:58:00

2006-05-15T02:05:31Z

grace showed up to my house with a lost dog the other day.
we adopted her and took her swimming in the creek.

and then we had to give her back.

beauty__is @ 2006-05-14T15:51:00

2006-05-14T22:53:51Z

snobs

beauty__is @ 2006-05-04T19:37:00

2006-05-05T03:25:14Z

"i bet like they'd have like, really hot babiesss"

good last day

beauty__is @ 2006-05-01T16:16:00

2006-05-01T23:19:58Z

me & my man

beauty__is @ 2006-04-30T18:14:00

2006-05-01T01:18:47Z

i seriously haven't taken polaroids since summer.
pictures from friday before it sucked.

beauty__is @ 2006-01-14T00:20:00

2006-01-14T08:25:25Z

my favorite picture
my favorite fucking person

nice feet!

nick & i, obviously at our prime

beauty__is @ 2005-12-28T17:21:00

2005-12-29T01:24:09Z

all the lame scans i've been meaning to post but i've been too busy
i need to get out of this damn house

i need to find something better to do with my day
this computer is boring

beauty__is @ 2005-12-28T17:16:00

2005-12-29T01:18:15Z

fun night that i spent half of on the bathroom floor :)

beauty__is @ 2005-12-16T19:14:00

2005-12-17T03:14:27Z

FUCK YOU TOM FUCK YOU TOM
fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

beauty__is @ 2005-12-07T22:38:00

2005-12-08T06:49:17Z

the only thing that comes to my mind when i look at these pictures is,
WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? WTF WTF

♥

i'm pretty damn frightening

OH GOD
i was fatter & wore WAY TOO MUCH JEWELRY.

i need a servant that will,
do my laundry and bring me some fucking tea from downstairs.

beauty__is @ 2005-11-28T18:52:00

2005-11-29T02:55:14Z

HUGE FRIENDS CUT!

too many posts to read when i really don't care.
un-add me and make things even :)

[edit] ahhh now i just feel stupid

beauty__is @ 2005-11-09T17:59:00

2005-11-10T02:15:29Z

some old old old pictures.
some newer.

the past two years basically.

photo credit to meredith and kelly mostly:

before i had boobs. drop acid before your 15th shit happens. ahaHAHaha supposedly, we're the same person?! ugly hair. ugly skin. best times of my life ♥ p.s. great job resizing huh?

beauty__is @ 2005-10-24T20:52:00

2005-10-25T03:59:53Z

i could get killed for having that fetus picture in my possession. ahhh;;ajlk i'm so bored. science test &&dying my hair tomorrow ♥

beauty__is @ 2005-10-05T20:37:00

2005-10-06T03:46:41Z

three months ♥

went out to dinner with jake joey &marisa.
its been a lonnnng day though.

but i'm slowly getting less sick, 2 more days of antibiotics.

beauty__is @ 2005-09-27T20:59:00

2005-09-28T04:02:36Z

♥

some i took, some jake took. pictures from code:red this weekend hopefully.

beauty__is @ 2005-06-27T22:50:00

2005-06-28T05:54:42Z

don't ask.

beauty__is @ 2005-06-15T21:04:00

2005-06-16T05:08:24Z

northgate looks so boring and ugly.